well well. i blogged after all haha. because i am waiting for my camera's battery to charge finish then i will be able to load the pictures of my dress into the computer yah. i just felt motivated to blog somewhat.

it seems like so many things have happened since i last blogged and perhaps i just gave up the idea of an online journal. sec 4 seems like a totally different life and i suddenly feel that there are so many responsibilties for me to fulfill. I can't say i am not enjoying it though, because i love my class and nyco and all my teachers yup haha.

lifeskills camp is coming soon and i hvn't bought my shoes yet and there are so many things for us to plan as a class. but somehow i think this camp will be an unforgettable one despite all the walking lessons etc. now that i think of it, there are many advantages studying in an all girls' school. people do not need to pretend to be something they are not and we really get to know each other in the most special ways (:

i guess i learnt quite a lot in this short span of time. i learnt that its very important to treasure those around you because they are the ones who will lift you when you fall and show concern when you feel all depressed inside. some friends last, some move on but all that matters is that we kept those wonderful memories. haha.
here's a big thank you to all the wonderful friends i have and you and you! haha (:

i think i am being extremely serious in my post. anyway, its time to focus and finish all the work i have to do. oh btw i updated my profile thing too. i just realised how weird the last one sounded.

when the blue night is over my face
on the dark side of the world in space
when i am all alone, with the stars above
you are the one i love

HaNnIe 2/22/2006 08:31:00 PM

HAHAHAHAHAHA! HIIII!!! that ought to get your attention that it is not the cny post anymore haha. becuase i just felt like blogging one fine day which is like today so i am here. yayyayyy. anywayyy, the snrs are leaving alreadyyy. =((((. how sad. but this is like a bit backdated because they left a while ago. sniffleeeeee. i don't believe i cried while reading their blog. sighhh. anywayyy. -hugs all snrs- even though ziwei says that my hands are too short so i canot possibly so that but whatever. like she can like that =P. yup. anywayyyy. if snrs come here. i will mis you all a lot!! remember to come back and visit us and see how we are doing. =))

anywayyyy. what else so i hv to blog about hmmm. how the rgs concert then. haha. just went for it yesterday yup. i thot it was ok lah. hahaha. thugh got some yingzhun problems haha. and for some miraculous reason, the pipa leader person's lun was not nice during the quintet thing but then it was quite ok during her solo. haha. maybe she practiced more for the solo yup. and of course i think that the lead drummer person is pro yayy. haha. but then again, last yr when i watched the rgs concert, the lead drummer was also very pro. (different drummer btw).

haha. anywayyy. i suddenly think that the concert nxt yr for co is going to be quite soon . sigh. even tough there is like about a yr more. hmmm. haha. but then its still so little lor. somemore need to learn so many new songs. so everyone jia you ok??? yup. esp the xyz. haha. jia you and lian a lot. i really don't want ppl to come nxt yr and say that out concert is not nice. yuppp. and the erhu qi zou also. i shall go and think about what song we shall play. haha.

i think that i am very bad because i am here blogging when i am supposed to be doing stuff like my lit essay or more research but nvm. there isn't much time left anywayyy. need to go out soon already yup. so byebyeee.

HaNnIe 7/23/2005 11:47:00 PM

haha. i hvn't blogged for quite a long time here also but nvm. at least it wasn't that long as last time and stuff. even though there is still a lot of hw and i still don't hv much time because of piano, erhu, cca, and hmp. so nvm. i can try to make time anyway. sometimes.
anywayyy, the thing is, cny is coming soon!!!! did i mention that it is one of my fav holidays? haha. its fun because you can hv new clothes and stuff like that. though i think i still like christmas better but nvm. cny is only nicer in the fact that it has so many holidays for us at sch so we can really play a lot. but that also means that there will be a lot of hw so that's a bit sad.
ohhh. and did i mention that i am always the earliest at mass dance? i think i am really kiasu and stuff because right after class contact time on wed, i am always the 1st person to run down and reach the hall. haha. butit has only been for 2 times in a row so far. yup. i think i shall let hh be the 1st person nxt time. yahhhh. since she is always close behind. i shall pull her along and let her be 1st! and i can be 2nd haha. its so lameee. but nvm. its sort of fun i guess. and i actually don't mind mass dance even though i know a lot of ppl don't like it because the actions we do are stupid and stuff like that. but i think its gd that we can actually hv a break frm lessons so i don't mind it do much. yahh.
also, i hv decided that i have new words for the wk. and they are gulp and fluffy! haha. gulp is because the other time after pe i was drinking a lot of water and i think i pronounced gulp wrongly so ziwei changed mi and told mi wats the right way to say it. so i thot it was cute. (it IS cute!) and so i said it all the way down to the heritage corner. yayyy. and fluffy is well because at the heritage corner on another day, the teacher was saying how we sld colour our words and make them sounds more like their meaning and she used fluffy as am example and i think its a really cute word. haha. yahhh. so i like it too. haha.
okieee. i think that is all because i need to go back to doing more hw and other boring stuff like finding reseach and other stuff. so i need to go. bye.

HaNnIe 2/05/2005 09:06:00 PM

hahaha! it has been like about 3 mths since i last blogged which is very sad. but i am very lazy lah. so i nv blogged. yup i know its very bad but nvm. yah. and i am only blogging now because adeline and adela and ziwei keep saying that i nv blog which is sad. so ok i shall blog to make them happy but i am willing to say it won'y last. haha. but better then nth right? yah. haha. and i am also blogging because i already finished one part of my bio assignment which ithot that i wld take a long time to finish. but i only took like half of the time i scheduled. so i decided to blog or everyone will complain to mi again. yah.
anyway its not really my fault that i nv blog so long wat. because i am busyyy. with sch and stuff. yah. and so much hw. so sad lor. i like hv zero social life. my whole wk is just staying back and doing hw and going to sch and hving music lessons and all the other stuff. its pathetic. sigh. of. not to mention project meetings also. which we are going to hv on hari raya haji holiday. so sadd. and its supposed to be a HOLIDAY. which means time for mi to rest but nooo...there is hw to be done. sigh.
and also, that guai ziwei (who happens to just talk to mi now) has finished so much hw that she is freaking mi out. so i am like in a totally hw mood now. which makes it even pathetic-er. but nvm. its not fairrrr. everyone has free days except for mi! i feel that i am too busy. even zhang lao shi says that i am busy lor. yah. which says something about my life. i want a breakkkkk. sniff.
and cny is coming soon which is the great part. yay! so i can actually take a 5 day rest. but you know, teachers will go "since you hv a long holiday, then i shall give you some hw" and that some hw turns out to be a lot because every other teacher that teaches you have exactly the same idea so in the end there is no holiday at all. which is wat happened to the hari raya holiday that i am supposed to hv. hope there is not too much hw so i can actually take a little break. (wishful thinking....) and also, i want to buy a lot of new stuff! yay. so i want to go shopping though i don't think there is much time to do so but i MUST go shopping. yes.
and i shall faster complete this post so i can go and do hw or i will die during the holidays. ohohoh! i want to put quotes. they are wat britt said. one of them is "No! But you said what what first" you know...like in the shark tale think when the puffer fish said it. she was saying it to mr. teo because they were hving some funny what thing about a math qn. oh. the other one is "cool prawn (sia)" it is supposed to be a bad pun on the sia thing because sia is prawn in chi. yah. haha. but nvm lah. ok. need to go. bye.

HaNnIe 1/19/2005 08:29:00 PM

yayy! i am back. haha. i think i shall try to blog at least quite regulary otherwise my blog will be stagnant again. even though i am normally too lazy to blog anyway...but i will try.
anyway. these few days are getting results back time and as expected, my results are really lousy! not like weiwei i might say. who is so gd. and to think she was still shaking mi and saying I AM GOING TO FAIL! to mi everyday when we go back frm sch. i am sure she will be like the top 5? yah. yay for weiwei! *hugs* anywayy. my results were lousy and i failed sci and geog!!! i don't believe it lor. sighzzz. but anywayyy...today weiwei smsed mi and said ms choo changed the marks and i did not fail after all which is a gd thing.
i counted my marks and i think i got c5s for sci and geog overall anyway. sighz. *is depressed* anywayyy. on the brighter note, i did not fail hmp like i thot i wld haha. but i think its still quite lousy anyway. sighz. hope i can get an a1 for it but i don't think its very possible. so i will hv no a1s. *burst bubble* =(
oh yah. and hist was quite ok. patpat it. even though i don't think i will get overall a1 for it too. becaues of my lousy ca2. and the stupid source based that i failed. and in the end i got 18/20 but sadly, everyone who failed and passed the retest can only get 10 in the end. sighz. depression. so anywayyy. el and lit are moderate. as usual. chi is not really confirmed yet so nvm. i think its ok lah. can get a b3? hopefully. oh and maths! its was an easy paper and i still got so low. even though its still an a1 but a lot of ppl got so much higher. and genie got 95!!! pro! patpat her. sighz. but anywayyy. i think overall i will get a b3 for it too.
anyway. speaking of genie...she is leaving!!! sniffle. just when i got to know her better too. okie. i shall type a little tribute to genie in my blog. [hi genie!!! just wanted to say it was nice knowing you for the past yr and you and been like one of the ppl in class i can really get along with. really had fun having you in my class and for supporting us (as in Wahahz) in some of the class decisions. you hv been a really nice person to talk to and mainly hv fun with! will miss you when you go. =( *hugs* remember to come back to visit us soon. all the best!]
hmm. yup. hope she sees it. oh yah. and i wanted to say that i am sick and i hvn't gone to sch for like 3 days? my fever was 40.4 degrees at its highest. lala nv go to sch too i think. i miss everyone!! esp weiwei! whom i always gossip with haha. and thx for helping mi check my paper btw. oh and adeline! who so nicely help mi check hmp papers and also call mi to tell mi the results. not to mention that she always is the bringer of bad news because of my lousy results. and hh! who erm. sms mi and keep mi entertained. haha. and always telling mi to get well soon. yup. *hugs everyone*
well...i think now everyone is at the art museum hving fun but i cannot go because now i not only hv a fluctuating fever, i also hv a running nose and a lot of phlegm which makes mi cough. sighz. hope i can get well by erm mon? yup. anywayy. i think i shall make a love list another time. till them! bye. =)

HaNnIe 10/22/2004 11:12:00 AM

hihii! yay. my nice stagnant blog. but nvm. i decided to blog again because of erm...lets see...my nice Squishy! claire that is. and my nice friend who sits beside mi during gamelan, gavrielle. yup. and we always get lost along the way too. haha. esp at the really fast one. and the erm....part where we hv to play the melody which is different frm the rest. they both asked mi today about mi blog. so i had to come and take a look. haha. yah. oh yah. and ziwei too. who said i always don't update. ok....fine...and lala and hh too who tagged. but mainly because of gavrielle and claire. haha.
yahh. anywayy....i forgot when i last blogged. *goes to check* oh! quite long ago. like in august. anywayyy. its not really my fault that i am such a lazy person and don't really feel like blogging. haha. ok. fine. maybe it IS my fault but nvm. the fact is...i am finally blogging. haha. and i must remember to link people too. though i think i am a bit lazy to do that now. i shall only change a bit then.
well...all that has happened that i can remember was just the exams and more exams which....i am going to do very badly because i anyhow write stuff that i don't think even makes sense. but nvm. as long as it is over. i juz hope i don't do that badly. yup. haha. anyway...the results are gonig to come out very soon. sighz. like on mon? and i think i will die very badly.
anywayyy. i shall focus on happier stuff like the fact that the exams are overrr. yayyyyyy. and that i can slack all day. the sad thing is, i keep thinking that there are still something for mi to do, like studying or hw but the fact is...there is nth. yay! haha. and alos...there are hmp practises for gamelan which i don't even want to hv the concert since its on my bdae! sniff. and also there are choral nite rehearsals which are ok but i think we get weird timings which sort of clash with my schedule. sighz.
oh yah. and today....suhui wished mi happy bdae in advance haha. how nice. considering i hvn't talked to her much for a longg time already. and she remembers! how nice or her. wait...is her bdae near mine also?[/edit] oh yah! it is. and i didn't wish her. bad mi! anywayy...HAPPY BDAE SUHUI!!! if she ever comes that is. though i don't think she will.[/edit] sorry. =( to her that is.
aiyah. i don't want to blog already. no more things to talk about. ishall fiddle with my links for a while. yup. so bye!

HaNnIe 10/15/2004 10:08:00 PM

haha. the whole reason why i am finally blogging after a mighty long time is because my enthu junior yonghui, also known as mosquito made my blog. not really lah. but she strongly suggested so. haha. yup.
there's nothing interesting to blog about lor. except that i am gonig to fail my exam! piano exam that is. it is like in 2 days and i am so unprepared. my exam pieces sound horrible, my scales always stop, my oral always say the wrong thing getting mi a look from the examinier and i always fail my sight reading anyway. because i read notes really slowly and i am too lazy to read properly. so i always fail it see. even though i did not fail the general thing i am sure its a matter of time. last yr the examiner was too lenient. nods. sighz. i am worried. and i always worry about this anyway.
not to mention that cross country is on fri and i am so lousy in long dist. i always get tired easily. and its like the route seems so long. sighz. i don't like cross coutry. esp the long road part where it seems so long and endless and you get so demoralised. yup. but anyway i am sure squishy and eugenia and the other pro people in my class will be very good aynway. so i won't be the top 5 so no pressure. yay.
and also, i am sittnig so outside now! so sadddddd. its so front and so outside and mi and lala have to go play the gaohu now. my and lala deduced that the gaohu is better because it seems to play lesser notes then the erhu and also lighter then the zhonghu. but then it means we have to sit so front and out too. which is bad because my gong fa is always wrong. and i try to frantically follow the person in front of mi. haha. which isn't very convincing lah. and also...there is dazu on sat and i hvn't even learnt the gaohu yet! die.
haha...i am such a worrywart. everythingi write about is about worrying. anyway right....ziwei was just saying how she don't like her seat and that she is erm...one ye behind mi? o.0its not true lah. they are putting you there because they know you will nkow how to have the right gong fa and can help teach the sec 1s becauese you are a gd teacher. so don't worry lah. patpat ziwei. yup. that's all i think.

HaNnIe 8/16/2004 10:26:00 PM

i am.

hannie, as all my friends call me. if you come here then you probably know that already anyway ((: well, i believe in optimism! i love rainbows and stars. and i like blue too. i love my class and HAHAZ and i love my church friends too <3. thank God for all he gave to me!
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